It was brought to my attention by a friend that whenever I am seen on the roads in my car, that I am always cursing at something, at other drivers, flailing my arms at whatever.. being very animated as if the whole world was against me. I can not deny this as I fully admit that I have occasionally found myself 'raging' against everything when I am driving my car. I just never realized how bad it's become. This is somewhat of an eye-opener for me as the 'Eli' behind the wheel of a car is a completely different 'Eli' at all other times. It is truly out of my character... some of you (close friends) can attest to this (..I hope, hehe.. ).
|bumper to bumper traffic - downtown Vancouver|
|Atop Burnaby Mountain during a beautiful sunset|
What I must do is separate all the negative that I have associated with 'the car', from the enjoyment and gratification that it has brought me in the past. Now that this is apparent to me, this may very well lead to the answers I've been looking for. I know that it could never lead back to the extent of my passion but possibly, quite possibly, it may restore my love for this thing we call 'Car'.
|At the Cypress lookout point overlooking Vancouver|